It's 2.05am now. And i couldn't get to sleep.
Something's weighing on my mind that initiate me to start off with this LENGTHY post...
Upon flipping through my organizer, at this very moment, i feel STRESS.
4th June is getting nearer and, it is just 6 days away.
By then, my exam result will be released.
I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY AFRAID to face FAILURE, especially where Education is concern.
I really dun wish to disappoint my dad.
I know i should blame no one but myself.
Because i created this problem by not putting in 100% effort to study for the 2 modules i dislike and poor in.
In fact, i only put in 50% for the modules i dislike.
I really really really wish to see a PASS for the 2 modules i didnt prepare well in.
So far, i really enjoyed my school holidays.
Though i didnt go aboard for holidays, having a meal/gathering/meet-ups/working with my dearest friends, going out with my mom (even at my nearest mall), reading more books made my holidays an enjoyable one.
Even doing housechores made my day. At least i've contributed my part to my family and, in turn, lessen my mom's burden on housechores =) On top of that, i can BURN FATS =x
I always love this saying that goes "ONE STONE KILLS TWO BIRDS".
May is coming to an end soon.
It means my holidays is left with 1 month before im haunted with STRESSFUL PERIOD again =(
Till then, im anticipating the BBQ on next Sunday =)
To let it be an enjoyable one, please give me a PASS for my 2 dislike modules.Thanks god, i have a blog. If not, i've no idea on how i should let off my steams kept within me.
Goodnight =)
